Tell me, am I right? At the end of the day, you are alone, with no one by your side, but your shadow. Even then, is it always there? After all, isn't life just about being independent? Knowing that the one person you can count on will never fail you - yourself. 

Finals has been one of the hardest times to get through throughout my entire year in SMU and I feel as if I have been largely on my own. What do I feel about that? Just a few days back, it was intense frustration and sadness. Really intense. But right now, it has reached the point where it no longer matters. 

I share my thoughts with you in the hope that we will always be standing along the same line, sharing the same heartbeat, but there is a limit to that and sometimes, it reaches a point when I just know that that will never happen. It is not me giving up trying to explain things to you. More than ever, I want to continue explaining; but if only you would really listen, with your heart and not just base everything on pure logic.

I am just so tired. Exhausted physically, mentally. I just need you to indulge me, just for a little while.  Hear me out, know what I really want, and work things through with me. 

I love you.