Everyone is fighting their own battles

At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet.
Everyone is fighting their own battles ♥

Saturday, April 24, 2010
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Basically what I need now.

Can you just call me quick?

Past few days have been nothing but nightmares. Maybe not something so extreme but they haven't exactly been the bestest of all days. The brightside, relationship with parentals are improving. Finally met my bestfriend. OMG. It seems to me it has been ages since we last met. And you are already going to do your own showcasee!! Whoohooo. I'm happy for you <3 And sorry I didnt pick up your calls during those 2 days, I was alrdy asleep ): But I hope you're feeling better nowww <3<3<3

A's in 28 weeks? Kim's sudden shoutout during GP made us realise how A levels were no longer creeping up slowly but in actual fact looming over our heads. Pretty scary thought if you were to ask me :/ But then after A's comes pretty good things, so I'm looking forward to it. I hope I get to experience that particular goodness after A's. But for now, its just studying, occasional going outs and swimming. 27 more weeks. Really quick!

I've to go to popular! But its raining and dad's out noone to drive meeeeee.

I WANT TO BAKE TOO. OMG. SOPHIE'S OREO CHEESECAKE IS THE BOMB. Yumyumyum.

Oh and after watching gossip girl's latest episode I don't want my own chuck bass anymore. I want my own Patrick Verona (10 things I hate about you, acted by Heath Ledger) OMG. Seriously. Sorry chaps I didn't mean to grab you but it was too much for me to takeeee. Hahaha. Pity such people rarely exist anymore! <3

Saturday, April 17, 2010
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On this day, God wants you to know...

... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

Saw this posted on my fb wall and honestly its like the asnwer to my prayers but I will think about it more. Had a great time with my aunt yesterday, away from everything else. There's alot of things I want to say but nothing's flowing now. Haha. Oh well. Anyway, J, I miss you! :(

*You promised to reply my email long ago but you never did! ): But you always did so for ___ ): Guess we are of different importance. Stop getting me to write them, I won't bother with that anymore.*

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
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Lots of things have been happening and I don't exactly know where to start :S But I guess I'm glad to say that things have relatively gone back to how it first was. I'm really thankful for that.

Anyway, I have been having so many weird dreams lately! I remembered how I always wanted to keep a book where I would write all my dreams down so that way I could read all the weird stuff I dream about when I grow up! Haha. And who knows, some might have actually became reality! Haha.

I think this is rather strange but I've always wondered if ants actually lived real lives. Like you know do they have ants like shopping centres and do they have clothes (except obviously we can't tell if they are clothes or its their skin/shell or whatever you call them) haha. Okay don't mind me, I'm just entertaining myself, but then again, seriously, haven't any of you wondered about such stuff? I don't believe this thought has only crossed my mind! :O

7 more months and I'll be able to do just about anything I want <3

Today someone told me: If you aren't their first choice just walk away its only going to hurt.

And then I thought of something.

Thursday, April 8, 2010
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After all the crap we've been through, I know we'll make it. All the way dear we can do it!
- Sam

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Friday, April 2, 2010
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Hello there! I think this is such a nice picture! The guy there has such straight teeth! Haha. Anyway you've just been so awesome the past "insert desired period of time". The companionship that you've brought me has been so wonderful and I love talking and laughing together with you. The road we walk isn't very smooth, in fact, of late it has been full of potholes and rocks and barriers and we've been hitting many of them. Although I know we never intended for it but the obstacles just end up in our paths. But I was, am and will be here for you. And I know it's the same on your side <3 I'm glad that we've been able to grow closer and in maturity through the experiences we face. I'm sure there will be more complicated times ahead of us but have faith in me. I will have faith in you too. We're a team! =) Other than facing trouble together, we have fun too! Sometimes I'm simply amazed at how we can source out entertainment. I think very often we don't enter supermarkets/petstores/bookshops because once we go in there's no coming out haha. And it's those simple times with you that make up our memories. Studying in classrooms, froyo, avoiding people, planning and schemeing before certain events. Hahaha! As the year progresses I guess we will continue to grow and tweak ourselves here and there, so don't ever believe that this is as good as it gets dear haha. Keep dreaming and staying optimistic! That's what I love about you the most! Have a good weekend you special special person! =) ( 3 Squeeze alot!

Sam

♥Vanessa Koh♥

Gongshang Primary School

Cedar Girls' Secondary School

Victoria Junior College Arts

Singapore Management University ♥