Until it changes

And life will take you high and low

You gotta learn how to walk

And then which way to go

Every choice you make

When you're lost

Every step you take

Has it's cause

Chorus:

After you clear your eyes

You'll see the light

Somewhere in the darkness

After the rain has gone

You'll feel the sun come

And though it seems your sorrow never ends

Someday it's gonna make sense

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

Tears you shed are all the same

When you laughed 'till you cried

Or broken down in pain

All the hours you have spent in the past

Worrying about

A thing that didn't last

Everything you saw

Played a part

In everything you are

In your heart

Chorus:

After you clear your eyes

You'll see the light

Somewhere in the darkness

After the rain has gone

You'll feel the sun comes

And though it seems your sorrow never ends...

Release:

Someday you're gonna find the answers

To all the things you've become and all they've done

At your expense

Someday it's gonna make sense

Ah... ah... ah...

Ah... ah... ah... ah...

After the rain has gone

You'll feel the sun comes

And though it seems your sorrow never ends

Someday it's gonna make sense

Ah... ah... ah... ah... ah... ah... ah...

Someday it's gonna make sense

After the rain has gone

You'll feel the sun comes

And though it seems your sorrow never ends

Someday it's gonna make sense

I don't really have the time now but I just felt like doing a short and quick post! :D

This year has been nothing short of amazing. In both sense of the word. The beautiful and unbeautiful aspects (:

All I want to say for now, is that I believed everything that has happened this year happened for a reason. To those of you who have either walked in or out of my world, thanks for having been part of it (:

I don't know what came over me, but to see so many people complaining about how terrible 2010 was, I feel  pretty irked. I do know that many of us have had a shitty year, and yes, so did I, losing a relationship I treasured, having to go through A's, lots of family drama, too much in fact. Relationship drama, unsettled emotions, messed up situations, shitty studies, I pretty much lived in a korean drama. With no happy ending.

But I was just thinking, why not start giving thanks for what you have had this year. 365 days a year, that shouldn't be too hard right? Maybe if we stopped focusing so much on ourselves and just take time to sit back and appreciate the things we've managed to retain, perhaps this year won't be that bad. (:

So, I'm thankful for the family I have. Despite everything that I have been through this year, despite how much I really resented the way you dealt with things, but I'm just really thankful that I've you guys. Love you all <3

I'm thankful for you sam! Despite all the crap this year, thanks for having put up with everything all the way till end of this year. And even though there was no happy ending, I'm still really glad to have you as a good friend (: Really! <3

I'm thankful for my closest girlfriends, VON, LOWLILI, SAK. Thanks for having been around, keeping me strong whenever I was down, which has been pretty much this year (: I really do appreciate every single one of you plentiful. Really won't know I would do without you guys. HUGS <3

I'm also really thankful to the LH Clubbers <3 HAHAAHAH. OH MY. We're so crazy, we rule luh. You guys are so cute, thanks for making what seemed like a sad thing so freakishly funny. Seriously. HAHA. Love you all <3

Okay, I've to leave. Haha. Tokyo's really funn! :D Actually to all those who has mattered to me I will send you a letter! <3 Love you all!

Being thankful wasn't so hard! (:

RANDOM SHIZZ THAT I THOUGHT OFF BEFORE I SLEPT


1. My bb is thinner and funner to use without the backing.
2. When you sleep on the floor, your back aches like crap. HOW DO THE KOREANS DO IT?
3. Upper East Side is in Manhattan, New York... Which also means it is very far awat from London.
4. I need to know how to find escalators.
5. I need to know the mrt stations better. Like where's paragon. Orchard or Somerset??! Still figuring. I figured, worst case scenario, I will just walk. Hahaha.
6. I better have a greater amount of common sense or I'll be the real twit.

THINGS I NEED TO GET DONE:
Manicure
Pedicure
Sign up for Tung Ling
Trim my eyebrows
Find a dress for tomorrow!!
Sign up for driving
Plan for my holiday
Enjoy the last month before I become metal mouthed.

I have no idea what is wrong with you. We're supposed to be bestfriends, and you're not even sharing things with me. I ask and you tell me you don't like it, and that you'll tell me when you're ready. But seriously??? Finding stuff out from facebook? That's as much as I can take. Suit yourself.

LOVEDD TODAYY! (: SU TING'S BACK. Had lunch with her, then chatted with the awesome twit and I figured many things I was going through was pretty similar to what she had. So I guess that's a comforting thought (: Ran errands with LEESEE and we talked alot too. Caught up. After like so long. I love friends made in cedar <3 They are the bestest (: I saw this quote on tumblr, smth which goes along the lines of ' jc friends know who you are but seconday school friends understand the reason behind who you are' I think it is really apt. Would never know what to do without them (:

Rushed to suntec to meet the parentals. But I got lost ): Stupid suntec architect. I MEAN IT WAS SO DIFF TO FIND THE FREAKING ELEVATOR WHICH GOES DOWN. Like seriously. Gosh. I circled the whole first floor like 4 times, and finallly had the sense to ask some staff there, because a certain smart alecky friend only knew how to call me dumb. FOOL. But I found it in the end. So yay me.

Fro yo's yummy! :D
I'm a happy girl.

OKAY. Tonight, I promise to fill in my tung ling bible school form. PROMISE.
Oh great. I better remember.

OH AND I WANT THIS FOR XMAS.



Basically this is from the MAC Holiday gift set.

A Tartan Tale - Chapter 1
A Tartan Tale kit:
6 Dashing Lassie Eye Shadows
6 Beauties play it cool Eye Shadows
6 Twist of Tartan Eye Shadows
6 Reelers and Rockers Eye Shadows
Happily ever after Lip Kit
A Fabulous Fantasy Lip Kit
A Triumphant Blush Face Kit
Hark the Heraldy Face Kit

A Tartan Tale Bags:
Vain and Glorious Lip Bags
Dazzle the lads Lip Bag
Noble knights lash and line kit
Sweep me off my feet sweep and Define Brush Collection
A lady and her tricks Buff and Line Brush Collection
She's got it all apply, Define and Liner brush Collection

YUMMMYY.

Its crazy expensive though! Hahaha. Thank goodness I'm boyfriend- less. Or like I wouldn't be able to say what I want for XMAS. You know, too expensive, too imposing?? Hahaha.



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Holiday's out of Singapore has been pretty fun. Only thing's that I miss my friends terribly. Can't wait to get back and spend timee <3 Haha.

Took budget - Air Asia to Bali, and surprisingly, it was actually pretty good. Like one of the smoother non sq airplane rides. Haha. Saved me the nausea feeling. Thank goodness. Anyway, the place we're living in's called the Sahita Villa. Like seriously the whole villa's ours. Its too huge. The first thing we did was to play hide ans seek. Omg. Hahaha. I feel like such a lucky girl :D

When we were being driven towards the villa, we were pretty skeptical? There were large masses of padi fields, really small attap homes and all. So like it was quite scary. Not that I'd have mind actually being in that kinda places, but considering that this was a holiday I was definitely expecting alot more. Haha. Driving into the villa literally took our breath away because the immensity of the space that belonged, upsettingly temporarily to us, was mind numbing. Pictures above are just what I could get off the website. My camera died on me, and I forgot to bring the charger -_-

One terrible thing though, INDONESIA HAS FREAKING ALOT OF INSECTS. Like Carman and I spend 3/4 of our time OUTSIDE the bedroom running away from these insects :/ UGH.

Oh and jaykay, Bali's in Indonesia, not Thailand. Just a reminder. Hahaha.

:)

HELLO.

Really glad to be back :) That's not to say that I didn't enjoy my holiday but still! Nothing can compare to the warmth and familiarity one can find in their own country :) Haha. 

And that's exactly what I did today. After days of antagonizing over certain issues, reading various books, I guess I've decided that whatever the decision I've made, I shan't look back. I'm happy with what I did today and I know I won't regret it. I'm pleased I've plucked my courage to do what my heart really wanted to and I guess since it is at ease now, I'll stick by my decision :)

Today was crazy busy. Haha. Morning call at 6, where I eventually rolled out of bed at 630 headed to the airport, and omg, it was so early. Wts. Hahaha. Sorry, I'm just really tired. Followed mummy to the chinese physician and like I'm so not used to the smell. Haha. Don't like! :( Crashed at von's house and dentallllll!

OMG. DENTAL'S THE COOLEST THING EVER. SERIOUSLY. Okay like I know it sounds really strange, but I like it. Haha. I did some X RAY thing and I could see my own skeletal system, like the skull part and like omg, haha, freaky, but it was like really coool! Basically since it was like new stuff, it was pure fascination. Then there was like this spearminty tasting mould that I had to put into my mouth to like get the shape, oooh, hahaha, I just really enjoyed it. But the bad thing's I've to extract 4 teeth :( which means its going to hurt like alot.

Anyway I'm going to Japan with LOWLILILIOLI. SORRY VON :( I'll spend XMAS (HAHA) with you okay! <3 And I'll go for MG's party. AWKWARDDD. But just for you. Hahaha <3 But there's so manny things to do and see! I CAN'T WAIT <3 But I really wanted Korea. OH WELL.

Promised VON I'd blog about that one day where I completely slothed out at her house. Haha. But I think I won't do that, considering how mundane that would be, uh, gossip girl etc etc. But anyway what I really want to say is that I'm really happy to have you as the bestest friend anyone can ever get. Your unconditional love and care has truly touched me deeply and the sincerity which you use when working with people who matter, really does impact me greatly :) its a great feeling knowing that I have a friend who's able and willing (sounds like the definition of demand. Wts. Haha) to correct me when I'm not doing something right. You're the besttt! LOVEE YOU GIRLIEEEE <3 WHOOOO. 

MYO MYO PLEASE COME BACK. I'M TIRED OF DOING THE HOUSEWORK. LAST NIGHT I DREAMT THAT YOU WERE BACK BUT WHEN I WOKE UP I REALIZED THERE WAS 6 MORE DAYS TO YOUR RETURNNNN :(

I love that girl on the right. She's not simply insanely gorgeous but has a very beautiful heart as well. Thanks victoria chan for today :) It was really good catching up with you after so long, agreeing on so many things, reaffirming each other. Remember that you're an amazing girl and will never need to settle for anything less. Less would mean shortchanging ourselves. I LOVE YOU PLENTIFUL <3 Cedele date has not been materialised!

Checklist
Running - not everyday
Braces - soon I think
Get an internship - still processing
Bible School - signing up
D***E - UH....

Looks like I've got alot of work to do! HAHA.

OMG. MUMMY FINALLY GOT TO KNOW ABOUT THE KOREA SHIT. I CAN'T GO TO KOREA :(

Haji/Arab Street flea market was the bomb! Hahahaha. What a pity the weather was terrible though. Like really hot and humid, people having to squeeze through those already minute lanes further narrowed because of the street stalls. IT WAS ULTIMATELY CRAZY. Seriously. UGH. Haha. But I managed to clinch some really great deals. So, YAY ME! Haha. The sundresses were really pretty, set me off on this sundress craze, and I've been indulging in that.