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Last blogged @ 8:51 AM  All I can say's that things are finally getting back onto track! (: Thank you all of you who've been awesome during these few days. I love long phone calls <3<3<3 WILL CALL YOU SOON DINO (: Last blogged @ 3:12 PM  Today in church was really good. Thank you Lord, and thank you for someone like leesee (: That's all I have to say. Love you Lord. And thanks for those reassurances. Oh and hello leesee, thanks for everything you told me. Some of it, I really needed to hear (: Lovee you <3
When Bimbo has no phone. Last blogged @ 9:43 AM Last blogged @ 10:42 PM  Basically what I've been feeling very much more often of late. I cried during dinner today and it was so silly. I feel like some kid. Seriously van, what happened to you? Who stole your soul? Who robbed the life out of you? Was it someone's fault or was it entirely your own doings? I'm like having this mind heart battle? I'm disappointed with your actions today. Especially today. You were right when you asked me that question. I'm asking myself that now too. At least the next few days I will be alone and I'll have time to think of everything. I'm so tired. Really. Exhausted. I feel terrible and I can't tell anyone. Very simply because noone really understands. Dear Lord, Please help me. Speak to me will you. I can't carry on like this anymore. Really, Can you please speak to me. I want to feel myself close to you again. Love, ME I will not lose my focus and get back to studying. Sometimes I ask myself why I'm hanging on to all these. Last blogged @ 7:40 PM  I feel so crappy/sad now. Sometimes I wish this world would stop for noone but me. Sometimes I just wish I could be selfish and do the things I want to do and not what others want. Sometimes I wish I could run so far away and never have to turn back. And ever so frequently I wish I could just lock myself away, wrap myself in a comforter and start anew. Butterflies have it great don't they. All I want is for all of us to be genuinely happy, with mutual understanding, love and care. Is that really too hard to ask for? I can't say I miss it, because I haven't had that kinda warm fuzzy feeling from all of you in a really long time and I've forgotten how it feels like. I was up till quite late last night and this one line popped up. I've got to dare to be what I want to be, dare to be who I am. But what if I don't know what I really want? What if through the times I've bent to please others I've ended up losing myself? If that's the case, then where do I start? Dear Lord, Please grant me strength. Fill this heart of mine. I need you. Love, Van. Last blogged @ 6:22 PM IMPOSSIBLE
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love and words Empty promises will wear I know, I know And now when all is gone There is nothing to say And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible! Ooh impossible (yeah yeah) I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof tops Write it on the sky line All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did.. Last blogged @ 9:55 AM  To Yvonne: Thanks so much for doing all the things you have been doing (especially of late) when i keep feeling like some emotional wreck. I should keep it short and simple because I've texted you a longer one. AND you don't know how to repond to such things! Hahaha. Lovee you bestfriend <3 To debs: That friday was really awesome. I miss it. Anyway thanks for all that <3 Love you too! (: To a quite new friend: All 3 times you were there for me unconditionally. That means so so much to me. Its heartwarming to know that I can always lean on you when I need it. Thank you very much you're a really great friend. I'll be there for you too! (: I'm glad I've friends like these who are always there for me <3 Last blogged @ 10:20 AM  Oh and btw, pissed with not who you talked to cos I'm cool with that but what you said. Seriously? That miserable hur. No wonder we've been like that these few weeks. Last blogged @ 9:52 PM  So ytd was a really terrible day. But! As the day progressed it got ALOT better. So I guess I'm relatively happy. The best friend knew I was really moody/down/ihceivev and she surprised me! You know what von, seeing the 3 of us at the same table made me miss us very much. But I'm still really pleasantly surprised. So yay you (: <3 Had econs tuition today! And then we studied. I'm glad I've got the best friend to motivate me to studyy! (: And sak on mondayyy <3 I can't wait. Love spending time with sec sch friends. No pretence, just who we really are. I treasure that more than anything else <3<3<3 Lunch today and the way home were the only wonderful things that happened to me today. My bestfriend was swimming and she couldn't pick up my call so the next best option was you esp since I didn't want to disturb someone else. So thanks for having entertained me and hear my iucjdvdfvikdijv. Its the best time I had in ages. You're so witty. Stimulates my brains (: (blogged ytd) Last blogged @ 7:40 PM Michael learns to rock- Someday its going to make sense
Life comes in many shapes You think you know what you got Until it changes And life will take you high and low You gotta learn how to walk And then which way to go Every choice you make When you're lost Every step you take Has it's cause [Chorus:] After you clear your eyes You'll see the light Somewhere in the darkness After the rain has gone You'll feel the sun comes And though it seems your sorrow never ends Someday it's gonna make sense Tears you she'd are all the same When you laughed 'till you cried Or broken down in pain All the hours you have spent in the past Worrying about A thing that didn't last Everything you saw Played a part In everything you are In your heart [Chorus:] After you clear your eyes You'll see the light Somewhere in the darkness After the rain has gone You'll feel the sun comes And though it seems your sorrow never ends Someday your gonna find the answers To all the things you've become(and all day down) At your expense Someday it's gonna make sense After the rain has gone You feel the sun comes And though it seems your sorrow never ends Someday it's gonna make sense After the rain has gone You feel the sun comes And though it seems your sorrow never ends Someday it's gonna make sense My mummy 'dedicated' this song to me (: And it speaks to me a great deal. Especially now (: Have to update soon. Patience YVONNE <3 |
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