I believe that it is always about priority and sometimes I get disheartened by the manner in which you establish your priorities. Because you have always been someone I would make the time for, I always expected it to be mutual but more often than not it has not been the case for you when it comes to me. Sometimes it really is horrid because I always try reasoning things out in my head. I guess ultimately if it only happens once or twice I wouldn't be able to say anything much but if this happens consistently what exactly do I make out of this?

 I tell myself to stop bothering so much, but I become soft and the cycle repeats. 

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And to another you, 2 more weeks till you're home <3