I am no longer a teenager.
Can you sense the absolute horror in that above statement!!!

Turning 20 didn't seem to have much of a significance but it was definitely one sure of an emotional roller coaster. Had just about the worst day in all living history and possibly, actually, most definitely the worst birthday ever but even then I am still rather glad that it eventually turned out the way it did. Over the course of the past few hours I have wondered whether there was actually a better time for all of it to have been said. But regardless I think I am thankful that the doubts have been cleared and that the day is just about over. Would never have imagined my 20th birthday to be the way it was. Maybe next year, I should just go overseas and not even bother. But then again, mummy will never let that happen haha. 

A few things though is that I am really blessed to have such good friends. Friends that care and do so much for me. Thank you Vonnie, Kaur, K, LY, Qiu for today. Without you guys my life/birthday would be so different and regardless of anything I am glad that things were the way it was today. Especially so for the SMU kids who were having exams. It makes me feel so loved knowing that despite the hectic exam schedules, you guys still have time for me <3 And, of course to you, thank you for having done so much to make this day special <3