And I guess that sort of serves as a reminder to myself. Sometimes I get worried that this is just too good to be true but then I do a double take and really appreciate all that I have and think that perhaps, just perhaps this is actually how things are supposed to be. Uncomplicated, genuine, honest, a little trying because of some differences but ultimately very worthwhile. 

Dear God, I want to do this the right way and sometimes I may not really know how that works but I'll try. I really do want to be as God honoring as possible but sometimes I am just unclear. And does it mean that because of how protective my parents are therefore I get to do things sort of my way while ensuring that I maintain the right discipline?

Life has been pretty laid back haha. Worked for a couple of days at some events organising company calling people to get their RSVP for some event at MBS. It was interesting when people actually picked up their phones haha. On a side note, singaporeans are actually pretty polite people. The parents do not want me working anymore so I am supposed to upgrade myself extensively. Microsoft specialist workshops, driving ( which my friends apparently FAIL to have any form of faith that I will indeed be a very calm driver), French Cooking, Baking and some language course. Oh and daddy got his friend to take me out canoeing!! Can't wait (: (: And, I guess I definitely do want to go on missions before uni starts. 

Okay guys I am kinda freaking out. Results are coming out on 2nd March. Need to do well, need to get into SMU. Never wanted something this much before. Will trust and have faith. Yes I will. 

Till the next time lovers. XX