If heartache was a physical pain, I could face it. But I'm hurting from inside.

It hurts to see my daddy suffer like this emotionally. It hurts to see my mummy resent him so much suddenly. All of these breaking down of relationships really just scares me tremendously. I have absolutely no clue how to handle this on my own and really I am just going to try my very best to trust God. It is so tough when you do not know what is going to happen in the future, not just a year from now, but even a week from now.  I have absolutely no idea how to go about doing this. Either way, it is a roadblock. Should daddy quit his job to spend time with mummy? Should he not? Working has been part of his life, is his life. He has been an awesome father, husband and CEO. My mummy too has been an awesome wife, mother and friend so I don't get it. What happened to all that. I have managed to try distancing myself away from all this drama today, just trying to be the best daughter to both of them. It is like I am living a double life. But it hurts me very much to see the people I love most behaving like that. My heart aches from within to see how cold my mummy is becoming to my daddy. My heart trembles with the thought of how much my daddy still loves her regardless. I fear the unknown but I will try really hard to trust God and his plans for this family. This isn't blind faith, it is really believing when there seems to be no other way. It is so hard. But I will remember that my God is the master of all and I will claim onto that to trust that all will be well in time to come.