Getting hit by one crisis after another is really no joke. I need the strength to carry on with the rest of the week, I need to know all will be well. It is really so tough having to constantly see everything on the brink of breaking. Headaches, heartaches, tears, pains, everything is in a mess. And that is really why I can never let anyone into my heart anytime soon. I can't let anyone else share this intense burden of family drama happening E.V.E.R.Y single second of my life.