I know deep down I don't want it this way cos I treasure the friendship so much, but I guess you didn't want it enough to talk things out. I just prayed God would give me the signal to tell me if what I was doing was right. But all that I keep getting is Love God, but how does that work! How does loving God mean that I can get my answer?

But its okay because everyone works differently, as least right now, maybe I can start living life better (: I just pray one day soon we will cross paths again :)