... that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times.

Saw this posted on my fb wall and honestly its like the asnwer to my prayers but I will think about it more. Had a great time with my aunt yesterday, away from everything else. There's alot of things I want to say but nothing's flowing now. Haha. Oh well. Anyway, J, I miss you! :(

*You promised to reply my email long ago but you never did! ): But you always did so for ___  ): Guess we are of different importance. Stop getting me to write them, I won't bother with that anymore.*