Just the other day, Chaps was telling me how he wished he could just 'go home and die', crudely spoken, but my sentiments exactly. The number of essays we have to complete. Immense pressure as I trough through math. Its really terrible. Sometimes, I just wonder what I'm doing all these for. Why I am studying so hard. Do I really have to? And then a reality check walks past and I realise I totally have to, and everything becomes so painstakingly real. 'Omg, why are we all so miserable.' Churchill says this oh so accurately. But seriously, why are we all so? I think I'm falling sick. I can't. Okay, this is quite a terrible post. I sound so down and bleah. But I guess this is it. As plainly put. I'm stressed, sick and tired of all the other commitments I have. I want to be able to stop time, create another day to complete all the due work, lie in bed and disappear for a while. Anything! I just need to detach myself away from everything now live in solitary and get my thoughts clear. Refind my direction.

But then again, I'm really happy with all the support I'm getting from all my awesome possum friends <3 Haha. I guess you guys really keep me going. I love you all so much <3 Strangely, apart from math lessons, school isn't the place I feel pressured the most (:

And to you, thanks for everything you've given me so far. All that support means more than anything else (: You've been a blessing!