Yesterday's XMAS party with the children was really well done (: I'm glad they enjoyed it but sometimes I just wonder what would happen if they knew what was wrong with their families. Many of them were just so innocent and sweet, I wouldn't mind having them as my siblings. Being able to connect with them just made me feel even more for them. Hearing their full throated laughters throughout the whole event made me understand the meaning behind childlike innocence. Their smiles so genuine, I just pray they will be able to remember how to love, laugh, live the right and fulfilling way! (: Its really cute how all of them want your attention! <3  SIDESWIPE FTWWW.

OKAY. So it has been a crazy weekend, leaving me emotionally and physically drained. I guess everything has just started taking a toll on me and whatnot. I guess I just need my space. I just need to make sure that everything falls into place. But then maybe, what I have been doing wrong all these while is counting on my own strength. I guess I have to start counting on those of God.

Not forgetting how emotionally draining this whole period has been for me, I'm really thankful for Leeseee and Peihweee. Thanks for praying for me ytd when I really reached my wits end. Love you two <3

I hate having to sound so serious and sombre but I can just feel that my life has been zapped out of my whole system. Its kinda terrible.

But its okayyy! I'm much happier todayyy (: DADDY'S BACK <3<3<3 Missed him like crazyyyy. Love you daddyy <3


To you,
It hurt me so much seeing you cry today. I know its hurting you badly. Especially with what was said today. I cried too because I felt your pain. I love you dear, know that you're not in this alone. I'll be there for you. Remember that. I pray that God will get rid of the hurt and pain and restore you. I'm glad you let some out today, I would have been worried if you had just pretended nothing was wrong. Love you too (: