well said. but i still miss you. alot in fact. 

i thank God i passed promos.
even though i knew retaining would never ever be an option for me, but considering when i started studying in contrast to my other friends. gosh, i should feel ashamed of myself and yes i am. oh wells, no empty promises, i will, can and must do it. (:

i dont like it how you have so little faith in me. just because i'm not performing up to standard doesn't mean what you say is what i have to take on. get it? i know you are only telling me that for my own good, but dont speak to me as if you have known me for a really long time. i know myself better than you know me, so if you dont have any idea of my capabilities maybe you should take 2 steps back, oh no you better make that 3. i dont want to scare you off too badly when i actually do perform.

spent 3 over hours rehearsing tomorrow's script with norman! hahaha. it was quite fun. all those chinese names. not easy, but i think i've mastered it relatively well. i'm cool! AS COOL AS WOOL! hahahaha. okay, i know. stupid much. but seriously, whatever. hahaha. i like it. I'M COOL AS WOOL. hahaha. okay, cheap thrill right. hahaha.

OMG. i'm quite scared for tomorrow's emceeing. it has been  2 years since i've done smth like that. i feel as if i have lost touch with the emceeing scene. breathe vannn! breatheee. not working. haha. okay, at least this is in english. if it were in mandarin. ohnooo, you wouldnt want me up there. hahaha. OKAY, I'VE OFFICIALLY GOT BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH. ACK!

and best friend, i'm proud of you! yay you! i was really honestly happy when you called to tell me the news (: i told you you could do it! (: the next hurdle, A's. NOW, FOR CEDAR DURING THE DEC HOLS <3 awesome much. i'm a happy and satisfied girl today. XOXO YOU DINO. hahahaha.